fly me to the moon

I really don’t understand how one moment you can go from being the nicest guy who has the ability to make me the happiest girl in the world. Then all of a sudden you can change to this ignorant asshole who is completely oblivious to other people’s emotions and does realize how what they say affects others. I don’t like the fact that you have this control over my emotions. It makes me feel vulnerable and dependent and I hate it.

at the end of the day, its the things that you keep inside you that hurt the most. it’s the one thing that you can’t stop thinking about, yet you can’t speak about it. you want to tell the world or just maybe even one person; that person, that you love them or that you are jealous or your so disappointed in them and that it hurts. but at the end of the day you can’t, you can’t grow the courage to face that fact that the longer you keep this secret of your feelings inside the longer and more it will hurt. speak now or forever hold your peace and hurt yourself. these words may be easy for me to say, yet i can’t even come close to expressing how i feel to you in words that state the truth